A Kiss without Commitment....

I have been going through a Daniel Bedingfield phase (again) and this song ‘a kiss without commitment’ really struck a chord with me! I don’t think random kissing is the way forward…I don’t see the point, because its two people using each other for whatever reason and it cheapens the whole thing…that’s just my opinion though.

However sometimes we make mistakes, but this evening I really know that a kiss without commitment is just meaningless, like how can you remain totally detached from what’s happening when you kiss and not caring about the person you kiss, it’s meant to be something intimate, of worth and meaning. Of the 5 people I have kissed in my life time I can honestly say that only kissing with 2 of those people has ever meant anything to me and they were in a relationship where we both meant something to each other.

My head is still swimming and not straight, but these are some of the words; I deleted the others so just to put here those that really spoke to me ….

A Kiss Without Commitment

------Daniel Bedingfield------

A kiss without commitment's

Like a flower without the rain

It only leads to pain

And it fills my heart with emptiness

Your touch without commitment's

Like a calm before the storm

The tears are starting to form in my eyes

When I kissed you I was curious

Physical is fine

But I cannot avoid the pain

I'm like an express train

As I surge towards the mountains

I am certain as I'm livin'

I cannot do this again

We're much too greater friends

To play games

I know really know that God is enough for me and even though I thought that I don’t need a guy to validate me tonight has proved it …. I will just wait, because I hope that whoever I end up with would instead of taking advantage of situations walk away (and I would do the same), so to stop the both of us getting more messed up and hurt than we invariably are (since all humans are messed up and hurting to some extent).

These are just my thoughts, your thoughts would be welcome on this blog x

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